A Filipino living in Austria.
My mind is a moshpit.
Bad as in suicidal, depressed & sad.
I don’t know how i’m going succeed in life the way i am right now.
I need to move on and change but i can’t.
I simply don’t want to change.
I’m skipping school again because i can’t.
I feel uncomfortable in there.
They all judge me.
They don’t know me.
They shouldn’t judge me.
It destroys me.
And shit keeps triggering me.
I need a break, more than just a weekend.
Maybe a month or so.
But i still feel bad and it sucks.